Thursday, July 31, 2014
marienightandday:

Hot Riario

marienightandday:

Hot Riario

Blake Ritson as Count Girolamo Riario in Da Vinci’s Demons, season 1.

kimchibae:

"dick is abundant and low value" i am screaming

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Count Riario: the character currently ruining my life.

girolamoriario:

da vinci’s demons meme | [2/2] characters | girolamo riario

I can’t sleep because of Da Vinci’s Demons. I can’t sleep because of Blake Ritson. I keep picturing him naked in a corn field, fighting off the Incan warriors. I keep thinking “holy shit holy shit he’s ripped and oh MY GOD did he just bite into that guy? Why am I so turned on? Why do I want his hand around my neck? Dang jessica calm down”

nekus:

(EXTREMELY OBNOXIOUSLY LOUD YELLING) WHEN YOU WALK AWAY. YOU DON’T HEAR ME SAY PUH LEEAAAAAAAASE (EXTENDS HAND) OH BAAAABYYYY. DON’T GO (BRINGS HAND TO CHEST) SIMPLE AND CLEAN (TOUCHES SELF) IS THE WAY THAT YOU’RE MAKIN ME FEEEEEEL TONIGHT (MAKES FIST IN FRONTA FACE THEN PULLS DOWNWARD) IT’S HAAAARD TO LET IT GO (DRAMATICALLY SHEDS TEAR)

fronsay mortiphasm

(Source: minccino)

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

I am SO TURNED ON BY LORENZO AND HIM DEFENDING HIS WIFE IN FRONT OF THE COUNSEL HOLY SHIT PLEASE HAVE ME???

I’m so proud of myself for asking Aaron’s friends (who are my friends too but I’ve been too chicken to ask them to do anything) to go to the movies with me! I miss their company and they’re fun people.

JESSICA’S HAPPINESS: 1 / JESSICA BEING A CHICKEN: 0 

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

sixpenceee:

Reddit user IMAMenlo found a handwritten note on an empty chair at the San Francisco Airport. It didn’t have anything except “read me” written on the outside. 

This is what it says:

recently left an emotionally abusive relationship.

After months of insults I wont repeat, false accusations, lies, delusions, broken mirrors, nightly battles…. I left. I know that I was being poisoned by each day that I stayed. So with a heavy heart, I left my lover of three years, knowing that I had already put it off too long. At first he begged, then he cursed, but eventually he paced his bags and faded out of my life like a bad dream.

For the first few weeks, my body seemed to reject this. For three years I had seen the world through him-colered glasses. I didn’t know who I was without him. Despite the kindness of friends and even strangers. I could not help feeling utterly alone.

But it was this sense of aloneness that set me free. Somewhere along the way, I let go. I released all of the painful memories, the names he had called me, the shards of him buried deep in my brain. I stopped believing the things he had made me think about myself. I began to see how extraordinary, breathtakingly beautiful life is. I meditated, drank too much coffee, talked to strangers, laughed at nothing. I wrote poetry and stopped to smell and photograph every flower. Once I discovered that my happiness depends only on myself, nothing could hurt me anymore.

I have found and continue to find peace. Each day I am closer to it than I was yesterday. I am a work in progress but I am full to the brim with gratitude and joy.

And so, since I have opened a new chapter in my life, I want to peacefully part with the contents of the last chapter. The end of my relationship was the catalyst for a wealth of positive changes in my life. It was a symbol, most importantly, it was an act of self-love. It was a realization that I deserved to be happy and I could choose to be. And so, in an effort to leave behind the things that do not help me grow, I am letting go of a relic from the painful past.

I wore this necklace-a gift from him-every day for over two years. To me, letting it go is a joyous declaration that I am moving forward with strength and grace and deep, lasting peace.

Please accept this gift as a reminder that we all deserve happiness. Whoever you are, and whatever pain you have faced, I hope you find peace.

Namaste,
Jamie

I hope this inspired/encouraged anyone going through the same thing to leave.  

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